Because the Georgia Tech honors program and I beg you and thank you for coming to this evening's call of its lecture with our friend Dr Alan Lightman this lecture is the first formal collaboration between the Georgia Tech honor program and the college of Sciences and I hope this will be the first collaboration of many and of course the collaboration of this sort means that people do have to collaborate and I want to thank those folks who have collaborated to make this event possible tonight in the College of Science is not especially want to bank Me director of administration Dan Brown who can't be with us as the evening but also associate dean can't bear peeled back in the back and of course you can call Houston and I'll introduce more early on a few civility and a few minutes and from the author of my special I want to thank our academic advisor and a colonel Leonard and the associate director Monica hopper. But I specially want to thank Monica help and help and organize several student faculty reading groups to the scouts Alan Lightman South Africa. Einstein's Dreams. One of my students who happens to be here tonight I want to benefit I said student wrote and said to me she said first of all Dr Light was very small and after that we don't need a second of all where it is that says it all and I think that was really a fairly common response among a lot of the students who read and discuss this book now. Monica how can a call in to work with me long enough and that will come out more and during annoying habits. So I'm sure they'll be impressed when I say that tonight. I'm making the supreme sacrifice. I'm turning off my Blackberry and I will ask all of you to turn off your Blackberries yourself whatever electronic noise makers you may have with you. Certainly if I can do it you can truly have a foreigner his pal Houston. I want to say a word about another idea anything. In this lecture series a saying that's less call of its best college it's who died in one thousand nine hundred ninety when I came to Georgia Tech and Mr Professor West all of us was dean of the old College of Sciences studies that was a predecessor to the college of Sciences and to the Ivan Allen College of Liberal Arts and then college at that I think it's fair to say was an imposing almost intimidating presence who could make an assistant professor tremble at times when it's wrong it's just a professor that I know very well Campbell in his presence but let's call it was also a man with a very wide and electoral reach it was a house call it at the start of the student Bakaly summer reading program which has now I'm happy to say. And he'd be very happy to know I think that students and faculty members are still getting together to read and discuss a good book as they have done in the last few days and preparation for this event tonight. There's also left all of it's who sponsored fairly regular college right colloquium or some faculty member would come and talk about his or her research and then we would all enjoy a really good cocktail party on the dean's project on the critical times where Paul are really good cocktail party and deans project and so now the left all of us like to bring people together and I think you'd be happy to see it all together here tonight. I think you'd also be happy to know the College of Science is a still and very good hands where they still knew Dean while he was down pat may not feel so good anymore but in the in the geologic time when Georgia Tech he and I have to have a search committee that recruited our helper group called who's been to Georgia Tech and I got to know you was one of those rare times when you finished working on a committee and you said to yourself Well that was work that that was time well spent. I think we did very well and that's good because your friends. All came to us from Cornell. You spent essential in all his academic career you were students Ph D. in chemistry at MIT You were Professor Reich and that's now called ended up post-doc a Berkeley. I don't want to call Allen one nine hundred seventy five as an assistant professor of chemistry and there he rose through the turbulence to become chair of the department of chemistry the senior associate dean of the College of Arts and Sciences and along the way he was also named the Peter W. the by Professor of Chemistry at Cornell. I think that addition to being a strong scholar and able to minister after all who is going as a good and gentle man I'm very happy to have him here at Georgia Tech and very happy to give him the honor of entering the thing hard after three. So I'll give to you all. He was expecting a much great. It's an honor to be able to make this introduction tonight. Let me begin this introduction by discussing a more general coughing. Well there's been a great deal of focus over the years on the public's understanding of science. Those trained in science and engineering might well be reminded that their own understanding of the public is also an important issue. Right right behind the public response to new advances in discoveries. I'd like concerns all rights not only from a cure and sometimes but also from legitimate worries some of these are reinforced by historical examples science and technology and need not only to provide new options for the public but also to help guide the public in their appropriate use. We cannot do this without a clear understanding of the broader issues facing humanity for this reason the American Academy of Arts and Sciences currently is currently sponsoring a major study on scientists understanding of the public. It buys by the likes of Charles Best of the National Academy of Engineering. And Neal Lane or the director of the National Science Foundation. The American Academy would do well to engage another of its own members in this effort. Our speaker today Dr Alan Lightman and a long list of bestselling books and coaching articles. Dr Lightman has provided a connection between the world of science and the world we are all cases part of the broader human endeavor. The history of how he became a leader in this effort is an interesting one. I don't like men was born in Memphis Tennessee in one thousand nine hundred eighty eight the son of Cian Gerritsen a dancing teacher and Richard Reitman a movie theater owning owner. He graduated from Princeton in one nine hundred seventy with a major in physics and received his Ph D. in theoretical physics from Cal Tech where years later he was a post-doc at Cornell University and he taught at Harvard University. In scientific research focused on relativistic gravitational theory the structure of the creature and disks radiated prophecies and stellar dynamics his contributions led to many honors including fellowship in the American Physical Society and in the aforementioned American Academy of Arts and Sciences. In the past chair of the high energy division of the American Astronomical Society. That's impressive as all of these accomplishments are they are actually not while he quite He has been invited to speak to us tonight. One thousand nine hundred eighty one. Reitman began publishing essays about science the human side of science is articles appeared in science the New Yorker Smithsonian Magazine and many others looks at best say soon for all of them in one thousand nine hundred nine. He was appointed professor of science and writing and senior lecturer in physics at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology shortly later he had a program in writing and humanistic studies at MIT and he helped to create a new communication requirement get. Student It required one semester in one person writing or speaking in each of us students who are yours. In one thousand nine hundred five he became a Johnny Urquhart purpose or of humanities at MIT and in two thousand and one he co-founded the graduate program in science writing the writing that white man is best known for his fiction good Benito is about a physicist who finds that the order and beauty of the equations he solves are incomplete and inadequate for a country wanting the constant contradictions he sees in life. Ghost is about David who works at a mortuary and there see something that he cannot understand it explores the divide between the physical world and the spiritual world between science and religion and Einstein's Dreams which many of us have read or really read this semester. Consider expanse of all dreams and we're trying to find imagines a new world where time plans backwards is circular and is still what speeds up as one moves away from a center. Einstein the epitome of rational thought is enlightment you also a dreamer a person who experienced intense loneliness a scientist who might have failed to achieve what he did without his sometimes a rational personal commitment and passion. Lightman reminds us that human beings have a quote in wonderous capacity for being both rational and irrational he cack and passionate deliberate and spontaneous and that they see questions with answers and questions without. Each challenge those levels of us in science and engineering to understand these trucks the positions and he reminds us in the end that we are all human. Please join me in welcoming Alan Lightman to Georgia Tech. I. Thank you for that I have wonderful introduction. Then you said I want to thank Monica for being and Bob with inviting me here. I want to thank the press or Greg neighbors and I'm very honored to be at one of the nation's leading and said to sions of science and technology. I actually have several special connections to Georgia Tech my my wife Jean grew up here. This is this route or not can you hear me in the back that my wife grew up in Atlanta and I am a Southerner myself but I grew up in Memphis and finally the director of your honors program. Fessor Gregory nobles was a classmate of mine and college so I have here a lot of ground this year over Georgia Tech ever since I was younger I use my passions have been divided between science and art and I have been very lucky in my right to have made a career and both as a as a physicist and a map of us but those I always spend my rambling and my stomach a kind of tension between these two worlds and I think that's been the source of back creativity actually and. And childhood I wrote dozens of poems and and I. I express my questions about death about manliness about my admiration for a colored sky my unrequited love opera fourteen year old Dallas. This is when I was fourteen I am and there were there were overdue books of poetry that litter. My second or our bedroom and reading listening even thinking I was mesmerized by the sounds of words words could be sudden like jolt or words could be some of like Mandarin where it could be silvery they could be quickly to touch. They could be rallied like the traffic and by some kind of magic words could create scenes and emotions and I remember that when my grandfather died. I wrote a poem I met about expressing my feelings and about America better I read it to my grandmother and she listened and she cradled my face in her hands and said to me that's beautiful. And then she began crying I had her again and I I wondered how a rock marks in a white sheet of paper could create that kind of power and Royce between I did scientific experiments and these I conducted and and I and I plant better Avatar I made out across a connected to my bedroom and in this laboratory. I kept test tubes in big rooms and did a paragraph for us on the grounds of wire. Sisters and capacitors and better cells and batteries and things like that. I just need to better things I lab to do experiments and around the age of thirteen I bought a remote control device that could turn on the light and any room of the house from any other room and this totally odd my three younger brothers. It was important to have an audience for these things after seeing the Frankenstein movie I brought a spark generating them to action. While required weeks and weeks of ranking about two miles of wire around an hour and some of my scientific investigations out a partner named John who was a year older than me. John was mad best friend. Jan was very skinny he had this hyena right laugh which he started as I visited him a few weeks ago on the occasion of a sixtieth birthday. But John did not share my interest in poetry or the higher orders. JOHN about are about was a racist of calories. John was just interested in practicality and but he was really a genius with us. Hands and we would sit and they were out of his bedroom minutes house listening to a Bob Dylan record this would be in the mid sixties and John never saved the directions that came with new parts and he never drew diagrams of ready made a circuit but that whenever he would bread something would run. It was never a pretty but it had worked and usually it works better than my inventions and gadgets. Well it was with. My rocket project but my artistic and scientific interest first ride. Ever since the launch of Sputnik and that Tobar. Nine hundred fifty seven. I had been really messing rise with me the idea of sending a rocket. I laughed. I imagined betting the thing I magine the blast. I imagined the the smoke coming out of bed and the trajectory in this and space. I would bad just fascinated me by the age of thirteen I was experimenting with my own rocket fuel rods and for the ignition of the rocket. I used the ration bag or a Brownie camera and I really I would runs Have you remember the Brownie cameras and the kinds of crash rubs that that really made and that was days be the the great asset about the rash but I remember from one of those early cameras was that you. You could ignite the fresh rabbit with two wires on the two ends of it to delete two leads which you could then trail the hours to your command bunker a safe distance or right and the high heat of the flash Bab's stuck into the fuel chamber would and would ignite a few or so was a perfect way to to ignite if you were of a rocket and the body of the rocket I may permit I remember to be the container that held. I guess that match head I would say. Reza a cup of Cairo a case where that concrete and a metal strut sticking out of it and and the the rocket had red tail rounds. It was a beautiful thing. And to behold just beautiful. So I invited my younger brothers and some friends in the neighborhood to come drop that March of this rocket which occurred and then sent a running head on at the register a golf course in Memphis. John was not the slightest bit romantic and didn't see anything useful about rockets so he decided to stay in bed that morning. But still I had a good turnout from the big race in the neighborhood and I had calculated and time the rate of the rocket and the thrust that it would get would should rise about half a mile high and so a lot of the breeze brought them outdoors. Rob then it was time to match the rocket so dramatic and command bunker. I close the switch bash Robb the fuel was ignited and said in which the rocket took off and was a beautiful match but then after razzing and the a couple hundred the rocket did the sickening and crashed the tail then said come off and then I realized that instead of the riveting on the tail friends as I should have I had glued them on the rivets had appeared to Adelaide to match so I had sacrificed reality for aesthetics and later on I learned that I was unhappy for a scientist in history who for whom beauty had had the temerity succumbed to reality for centuries and as many of you know astronomer stop at the rabbits I've planted some circles circles because it's the most perfect geometric shape is the. In many ways the most beautiful prayer most elegant she metrical shape and it was very pleasing us that equally but then the observations of tag a Brockway in the sixteenth century in the work of capper showed that the rabbits were a lip service and map circles. There was another very beautiful idea and physics in the one nine hundred thirty some Freddy's called parity conservation which which says that and the right handed and Rep handed versions of all objects and processes are identical as if you were looking in a mirror. But the mirror image of every one you see also exists and that is a beautiful ride be it seems compelling it seems plausible. It seems that that's the right nature should be but that idea was proven wrong by experiments in the one nine hundred fifty S. So nature is not always as beautiful as we would like it to be when my scientific projects when I write I could always find for prominent and mathematics and I magine that all of the students here are right mathematics as I did when I was thirteen fourteen fifteen years old and I remember that when my teachers would get me mad that I would say the math problems to last before a bed time I deserve a chocolate cake awaiting me after a long due to for a meal of history or a baton and then I would devour my cake and geometry. I rubbed drawing the diagrams I love the D. the an extra bit of the nation's. Between Angus and Ron Zonen Algebra I love the abstraction i Lab letting the axis and rise stand for the number pennies in a jar that Hydra Maton and then stopping the equations run a logical step after the other I love that kind of certainty and mathematics that purity. And mathematics as opposed to the sensual sciences you were guaranteed an answer and when you got that answer you knew that she were whopping that you were right. Unquestionably right that big area of a circle WAS Py R. squared. And there's no arguing about it. Mathematics contrasted strongly with the uncertainties and the ambiguities and the contradictions. I have people people confused me my mother sometimes said cruel things to me and my brothers even though we knew that she loved us. My aunt Jean continued to drive recklessly and her M.G. sports car even though everybody in the family told her that she would kill herself and that one day we had a wonderful lemon named Blanche and work for our family for many many years and she finally left her husband because he had been and abusing her for years and then for many years after she spoke of her husband with affection and I wondered how does one make sense out of these apparently contradictory words and actions were out now years later after having lived in the communities about scientist and artist. I have some tentative ideas to do. Question So I wanted to tell you tonight a little bit about what I've learned about the differences in the right as scientists and artists view the world there are different conceptions of truth and also something about the many similarities a big distinction that I found between physicists and novelists and my the other of the arts is the album and I thought I could extend this more generally to scientists and artists a big distinction that I've found between senators and artist is in what I'll call the naming of things and roughly speaking the scientists tries to name things and the artist tries to have great naming things to name the thing and you gather good. You sure applied it you distilled that and you attempted to dental by it with some kind of clarity and precision you put a box around a thing and said that's in the box is the thing and that's not it's not for example consider the word Iraq Shrine which is a type of subatomic particle and as far as we know all of the zillions of electrons in the Universe are identical. There is only a single kind of electron and to a modern physicists the road electron means a particular equation. It's called The drop a question and not a creation summarizes everything that we know about and electron and the me that the way that I'm not trying to deflect it in a magnetic or electric she'll be the precise energies of electrons in atoms every aspect of. An electron is governed and predicted to many dust in my places by the drop of a ration and in a sense that is that there were electron means two of physicists and in fact every visit will object and the universe. The scientists wants to be able to express with this kind of precision to a scientists. It is a great comfort and a feeling of power and a sense of control of programs around you to be able to name things and this right. But the objects in the concepts that the novelists deals with cannot be named and this right. The novelist might use the word love. There are that word here for example but those words don't really summarize much or convey much to the reader for one thing at Bally's in different kinds of Rob. There is the rabbit you remember who writes you every day your for summer. Right from home at summer camp. There's the lab that you remember who slaps you when you come home from the crime drama and then embraces you there is the mob that you feel you are a man or women that you've just made love to there's a mob that you feel pressured friend who calls you up when you've just split up from your spouse or your brother friend or friend and and I run but it's not just the different kinds of The prevent the novelist's from truly naming the thing. It's that the sensation of grog and a particular sensation add up to thousands of different kinds of The Rog. Must be shown to the reader not named but shown to the actions of characters and up a map is shown rather than names and each reader really experience it and her own individual right. Each reader and draw on her and adventurous and Miss adventurous with lab. Lab means one thing to one person and a different thing to another with different drag experiences every I like Tron as identical but every lab is different and the novelist does not want to try to remember and make these differences the novel is does not map to try to distill all the meaning of life into a single precise meaning as in the draft a question because first of all no such disarray shing as possible and even to attempt such a distraction. Would destroy you bet that magic where delicate participatory act that happens when a good reader reads a good book and participates in the creative experience and a sense and novel is not completed and tear it is read by a reader and every winter completes the novel and a different right now there's more to this business of naming and not naming than just the name sameness of electrons and the variety use of it's that even a single reader can change from one moment of her right to the next. So that her experiences and her and I ship to the Royal are a class and a changing and a novel a story a character or even a single word can change in the. Meaning over time. Let me give another illustration of the difference between naming and not naming and let me make the far actually best analogy let me represent science by exposure to writing and that may seem a little strange to you but there are some similarities between ex-pats story writing and a scientific enterprise. It's an organized activity and expiratory writing you can decide what kind of arguments you want to make you can begin doing research. You can organize a material you can make an outline you can lead your reader and I graduate path from beginning to the end of the argument and we all know and we should learn this about seven or eight or ninth grade and that and expands literary writing that is good and I'm to start each paragraph with a topic sentence and write a topic sentence does as it names the idea of the paragraph that tells the reader how to organize just thoughts how to begin thinking about what he's going to run and that paragraph but in pitch and writing and and I make this mistake many times myself and fiction writing a topic sentence is fatal. It's fatal because in fiction writing what you're trying to do is you're trying to get your reader to joining to come into the scene to feel what the smell of the hero to be there and the small room with the two characters and you want your reader to be let go and be carried off to the place that you're creating and every reader read traveler differently depending on his own life experiences telling your reader right at the beginning of the paragraph how to think about. They experience totally cancel the trip with a topic sentence. You're not leaving room for your reader's imagination and your reader's imagination is everything and fiction writing and sometimes I think the difference can be stated in terms of the of the body bit and nonfiction writing and expands and Terry writing you have to go first to your readers brain and creative writing and fiction writing you have to bypass the brain and go to the stomach or the heart. There's a pattern of connecting this closely related to naming and that is the tradition. I play many problems and terms of questions and answers. Scientists usually wrote I think they always were. But I am back Minding interesting problems and then breaking those problems and two smaller problems that have definite answers that science approaches Casanegra vising itself. It's consummate discovering new data new theories and must react to to the new things it discovers. But in any given moment of time any scientists is working on a problem that he or she feels has a definite answer. And in fact most of the game of science is to pose problems with enough clarity. So that they have definite answers and then the world is built to be stopping and the next Salberg are problems for example a typical or scientific problem might be and how does a living organism pass on instructions to create a new Ragna some to its descendants that's a question and one sub question would be where in the living there are going to. Are those instructions stored. That's a definite question with a definite answer and the other subtraction would be read is the molecule that carries those instructions on it. That's a definite question with a definite answer that is the structure of that map you're another definite question with a definite answer in re scientist and early stage about time to ship usually for us to have a graduate school and certainly about a timely star. He said he said that we should not waste our time and problems and questions that don't have definite answers but artists often don't care or what the answer as the president can answer is often don't exist and the odds ideas in a novel or in a painting are complicated by the intrinsic ambiguity of human beings and the uncertainties of the human heart the uncertainties of human psychology. They are raw these uncertainties and contradictions and ambiguity Serai the characters of a good novel can be debated endlessly right will react to Hillary Clinton or Barack Obama at a that level right. Adam held. I'm sorry God held the the apap. In front of me and then forbade her to eat it for artists. There are many interesting questions but don't have answers right. What is the nature of the Bob that is the nature of God would we be happier if we lived to be a thousand years old. These are terribly interesting questions there are about going to questions they stimulate our creativity and yet they don't have definite answers or any answers at all. As that one of my favorite little books is Letters to a young poet by the German pirate running a record out and he writes in that bit about that we should learn to love the questions themselves like rock rooms and not books written in a very round town and I come to learn that we need questions with answers and we need questions without answers. Both kinds of questions are part of being human. They haven't take thinking about the some of the differences between the scientists and the artists and I wanted to talk now about some of the many similarities. Now first about I think that both the scientists and the artists seek beauty. Beauty is a hard thing to find in any and I would probably move up from L.A. or with the beauty that we talk about and the arts. My wife the right can grow up and Atlanta is a painter and she and she talked about her painting and what she's trying to achieve she chooses a rose like simplicity of did the design unity or balance. You're probably less familiar with. Well you may being scientists and engineers you may be just a semester with the kind of beauty that we have and science but let me refer to a book by Steven Weinberg a Nobel Prize winning physicist a popular book and which he has a whole chapter. I think the book is titled Dreams of a final theory and he has a have a chapter in. At best. I'm titled Beautiful theories and one of the the ideas that Weinberg another such as this associate with beauty and scientific theory is simplicity. That's a word that Weinberg uses the same road that my right. Uses But when scientists talk about simplicity and though this is what does this is mean they're really talking about simplicity of ideas and Einstein's general theory of relativity for example his theory of gravity hinges completely on one simple idea which is that gravity is a quick one to excel ration and with that one idea. Einstein or rocks his entire theory with all of its complex mathematics another quality that Weinberg talks about that makes beauty and a scientific theory is and that ability you battle seeing paintings or music or compositions where you felt that not a single brushstroke or single note could be altered without changing the whole and the same is true and science the same is true of Maxwell's theory of retro magnetism or Einstein's theory of gravity that if you change one thing you would destroy the entire theory is a certain kind of necessity and inevitability that is part of the beauty and I would argue that's the same and both the sciences and the arts. Let me turn to the concept of truth and I'm sort of growing through the Platonic ideal levels. You have the folklore is that novelists make up everything and because assess make up nothing rushes they scientists. Make up nothing. And both views are false. I am as all of you here know very well creative imagination and inventiveness are barks of the great scientists in the great engineers just as those qualities are high marks of the great artists and I would argue that on the other side of the community that artists and I can speak most certainly about novelists have to conform to a large body of recognize truth about human nature theoretical Prezza service especially rock and I read of the mind it is an abstract mathematical models of reality or some provide and to back swing on strings where equations going to be written down to describe the world and in this abstract world that has a serious create there is a lot of imagination that goes on. I'm Stein used the word free invention of the mind when he described his process and he said that you can't really find the truth of nature just by close observation and experiment as you would think the scientists do as are all the time but instead you have to start from your own imagination start with the mental construction find a theory out of your own mind record out its consequences and then test those again X. against experiment. I'm a type of scientific process that I would I think that are out of man scientist would would find surprising and one of the the greatest examples of this free invention of the mind of Einstein address is. And the theory of Special Relativity history of time and there as all of you know who have taken physics and he begins with this astonishing outrageous popstar that the speed of light ray is the same whether you're running towards the right right or right from it it comes at you at the same speed. Whether you are running towards the right right or right from that which makes no intuitive sense whatsoever. You know there's a car coming down a street and you run towards the car it comes at you at a faster speed than if you run away from the car but I know if this is our right right. It comes at you at the same speed. You need to right and Einstein realized that our physical intuition about the right nature of behaves could be very wrong when it comes to high speeds. He was using as imagination to make this passion for other reasons that had to do with symmetry arguments arguments that came right out of his his mind and the recent example of the use of invention in physics is string theory which is the hottest topic in physics for the last thirty years I just say there are radical physics and string theory and there's a supposed the smallest elements of nature are not subatomic particles like electrons but tiny one dimensional loops of vibrating energy called strings and from these vibrations all of physical reality comes out all of subatomic particles and forces and everything are a different house on these that are violent strings and there's one other aspect of strength or a that's required by the theory that instead of having three spatial dimensions and length rap and with that there are nine spatial. There are six additional dimensions that we don't see because their credit up and up for a tiny loops. To date. There is no experiment to really know it's capable of testing string theory and in fact there's no experiment that we can imagine and the pursuit of a future. Yet some of the best theoretical physicists in the world are working on string theory and I would argue that they are working and I right it's very similar to rap artists do creating and inventing out of their own minds. But of course even when scientists are developing new theories they can't create they can't and then everything they can't make up everything there is there's a certain body of truth that you have to confront and you can't have a new theory of gravity to said this says that happens from the up and sort of down. And Richard. FINEMAN who was on my thesis committee at Cal Tech put it very well and it was that of the character he was a grandma when he said that and science we need imagination but imagination with a terrible straitjacket. So I would ask you know LET is the terrible straitjacket of the novelists rather the the facts like the apple crawling down the sort of up that the novelist mess conform to in the novel this isn't venting. And I would argue there are facts that the novels has to conform to they are the behavior in the psychology of homo sapiens. And I know that we have some psychologists in the audience here who can correct me when I go astray. But I would argue that good list behavior represents a body type of emotional truth that the novel us is bound by and let me give you any. Sample of what I mean by emotional truth. Suppose that the novelist has created and Bennett a character about karate or so a man married with child and we'll call him Gabriel so that we can keep track of him and gave me all says a fellow who you know where I could just attended a Christmas party. Gabriel was a man who's not to secure he when he first got to the Christmas party he worried that he had insulted them the housekeeper's daughter and then I would a bit later he's about to give an after dinner speech and he's worried that he's going to and set up some of the gas with ready have to say so. He said he's somewhat in security but anyway after the Christmas party. He has right. Lead and they've left their two children with a neighbor and their own town they decided to spend the night in this village where the Christmas party took place and they they're going to a hotel room and they're walking is not far from the house where the party is in its beginning the snow outside and it's been read it has been quiet during the evening but Gabriel lives over hers they're rocking hand in hand and Rod says that and that they've had a good life together and me feel so attracted to her are over again and hopes that she can forget about the house her child shares and the kids for a night and and think about them. Bob that they have shared together so they get to their hotel room and they walk up some winding stairs and the stairway is led just by candlelight and they get to their way up and. Durani back again and by this time. Gabriel as is burning with desire or is right. RATHER And he wants her to respond to him with an equal desire and instead she begins and he ask her why she crying and she says that there was a sad song sung by a man at the Christmas party that reminded her of a young bride that she used to know about and gave her against a field of dread and his stomach but he keeps asking right out about this this right. And Gretta says he was seventeen and he worked in the gas works and he had large brown eyes and we used to go rocking together in the country and I guess credit where you went you know we remember those bright. She says We were right together at the time and then we had a said he died at age seventeen go braless What right did he die of sudden you know and gratis says I think you died can make him get up and things are set up to the bed. Sobbing. Well I'm sure that some of you know that this scene that obvious scribe as the last scene of James Joyce's famous story. The dead and the question I ask you this how to Joyce and the same rabbit would be Gabrielle this reaction to reading this right. Rabbit has just told him it's a pet. That he shows no reaction at all. Well we wouldn't believe this reaction or suppose. Gabriel feels superior to us. That's right. Dead leper of the distant past we wouldn't believe this reaction either because we know that Gabriel is too insecure of a character for that the ending with Joyce actually you write is this Gabriel realizes that his right. Yes And this right with the distant past. Nora and she has ever read him and he also realizes that he's never allowed any women with the passion that she has just shown and after that realization I like and do was sack against the window watching the snow come down and listening to his right. Breathe as she sleeps listening as if he and she were never man and write this ending. We believe and we know what it's true even and fiction because it accords with our knowledge of human nature with our own life experiences and it causes us anguish begs the novelists and the businesses are seeking truth for the novelists it's truth and the world of the mind and the human heart and for the physicists it's true in the world of mass and for arse and seeking truth. Both the novelists and the Scion. This must invent both kinds of invention. I'm pregnant and both kinds of invention must be tested against experiment the test and science are more objective and final. No not matter how beautiful the scientists theory is right the circular orbits are like the parity conservation that invention can't be proved defendant of let you wrong a novelist characters or story cannot be proven definitively wrong but they can ring bells with the reader and thus lose their power and in this right. The novelist disconsolate testing his fiction against the accumulated like the experience of the reader. There is an experience because scientists and artists share of the most extraordinary experience going dear to my heart and that's the creative moment. Creativity is a mysterious thing and I personally write and two places I do my creative writing in two places one is a place I got one the summer of it's a summer house on an ion surrounded by the I was sure and from my writing desk I can look out the windows on two sides big windows and see the ocean. I can see a pine needle covered path of the interest on the hill from my house to the ocean and the other place that I write is a little storage room micro Raasch and my home and copper of Massachusetts and in that room. There are not when that was at all. And when I look up from my writing desk I see only a plaster rattle about six inches and from. Rhino's both of these writing places have so many really well as a writer because after about twenty minutes I have completely lost myself in the imaginary world that I'm trying to ruin. I would lost absence of my body all sense of my ego and sense of where I am. WHAT TIME IT IS WHO I AM I could be anywhere and I want to describe to you. My first experience. My first experience with a creative moment in science which is that has a lot of similarities. I found that a lot of us. Most scientists do not write about the creative moment artists write about the creative moment painters musicians novelists but scientists really write about their creative moments. That's why they don't as this is a topic for another lecture. So I wanted to tell you a little bit about my prescriptive moment in just two or three minutes. It happened in my personal research problem as a graduate student I was working on a problem that had to do with gravity it was it was a theoretical problem so I was just using house and paper and I had written down all the equations that I thought it. I needed to solve on about twenty or thirty pieces of paper and then I had a rat. I was making me an arrow mistake somewhere and I didn't write to get a rise and I kept trying to find my mistake and run all over the equations over and over again for about three or four months and I couldn't find my mistake I was beginning to think that I didn't have read it took to be a scientist I began living in my little graduate student office sleeping on a cot there or eating dinner out from cans of tuna fish that. And it grabbed my desk and then one morning after about threw up Bob months working on this problem. I I read at about five A.M. it was still dark and I felt like my head was lifting off my shoulders. I was seeing into this problem in a way that I had never done before and the one sensation that I had was feeling but I was right and I think that's common to the creative moment you have the sense of rightness and the closest physical analogy that I have experienced to the creative moment is what happens sometimes when you are sailing a sailboat and a belt that has a round hole a round bottom and around bottom sailboat the men can lift you up out of a rock or if you have a very strong man and so the boat is skimming across the broader like a stone and all of the friction due to the rudder drag goes to zero and what it feels like it happens very suddenly when you get lifted up on the plane. It's called it feels like this great big hand as his grab hold of your mask and just yanks you forward. It's innocence zone writing exciting thrilling feeling and that's the closest analogy I can come to read it feels like and the creative moment and I'm sure that many of you have had this creative moment that I'm talking about. So this is what I experienced this day. There's a Don years ago on my first research problem and physics. I read through on that my mind was running and I tiptoed out of my bedroom and afraid to. To bring the friction back in Iraq into the kitchen and sat down with my many pages of calculations which brought his time or cooperation and crab at the edges and somehow I had seen I'd have gotten an insight to the problem which was not by going from one a crate into the next. But I was able to see through the whole problem and see the mistake I was making and I had this feeling of wanting to be alone with the problem but having no sense of myself. No sense of ego no sense of time just being in the state of pure seeing and feeling that I was right and after a while I had solved my research problem and I got up from the table and rocked out into the hall right feeling incredibly power and credibility and wonder and I heard a noise and looked up at the red and there was a clock there and said it was for a PM in the afternoon I wanted to say just a few more words about the process of creativity and the science and and the and sciences and the arts and I was talking about this a generator but several years ago I did a study of some of the great scientific discoveries of the twentieth century and all who I was biology chemistry physics astronomy about two dozen discoveries and such things as Max Planck's discovered that there are not a lot of these discovery of the right that communicate with each other were often incorrect and Franklin's discovery of D.N.A. and I found that there was a common pattern of creativity and most of these discoveries not all but most of them and the pattern was this first the scientists had asked to have a prepared mind and lots of scientists I mean scientists and engineers. That distinguishing here between scientists and engineers scientists have to have to have a repair mind they have to have done their homework that happened out of the craft they happen have the tools at their disposal they're know example put on there of the great great discoveries in the twenty percent century and science made by amateurs. So you have to have the prepared mind to begin with then the next step and the pattern is you have to get stuck and I met a lot of students think they are pale when they get stuck. But actually getting stuck isn't can be an important part of the creative process that really stimulates the creative imagination and some mysterious right when you're stopped and then finally there's a shift in perspective and you see how to open to solve the problem. And I think these are all ingredients of the creative process. I wanted to end with run with or aspect of common ground between the scientists and the artist and I've lived in these two communities now up or twenty five years and that is that that all the scientists and I would be orders that I've known do what they do because they will grab it and because they cannot imagine doing anything else. This is a compulsion and this compulsion is both a blessing and a burden. It's a blessing because the creative life is a beautiful life and we're not lucky enough to be up there to lead a creative life but it's also a burden because when the car bombs. It can be unrelenting and it can drown out the rest of life. This. It's a mixed blessing and burden must have been the sweet smell that what Whitman felt when he was really odd when he realized for the first time at a young age that he was destined to be a poet never marry or shall I ask a said Whitman this mixed blessing and burden being right me after because as this ship Chandrasekhar continued working and science and to it was eighty's rock and Stein when he was fairly young rocking and Bern Switzerland was founded run day to be rocking the cradle it was young son ripped right and doing mathematical calculations with the other when a beginning pilot wrote a record and I asked record whether he should continue to write poetry reprobate back then he should write only that he could not not write. Record of wrote. Search for the reason that bids you to write find out whether to spreading out its roots from the deepest place of your heart and ask yourself whether you would die if you couldn't write in a bag that's your sorrow and the stimulus to al of you're my best you write the Nobel Prize winning biologist problem it meant talk once described passion for science. She said I was just so interested in what I was doing that I could hardly wait to get up and I'm running one of my colleagues said that I must be a child because only children can write to get up and I'm writing. What I want to do can with just a couple of sentences to the students here and I think that probably a lot. You are students at heart. I certainly quite like I am star student little. But to the you students are a bit more now on and barking I know and I like them. I don't have morning and research. I'm a little but you should find something that you're passionate about. You might find it and the classroom and you might find it in the shower talking Iraq or or talking to friends but find something that you that you really love something that you feel passionate about something that you know you feel compelled to do and when you find it. Hold on to it now don't let anybody talk you out of it because I'm Lee with some passion as a right to really work. Let me go. I think and I'm going with passion are you right a rival. Thank you were.